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27 november 2000
i look in my eyes Many minutes later, but not quite an hour. No, I'm not too tired yet. I'm wide awake, however calm, three sips of absolut mandarin can weave a tightrope between awake and not. Relaxed I am, though ill at ease, I feel I've made a friend or two uncomfortable, yet I'm not sure how or if I did, or if not, my imagination simply runs wayward. Maybe it's just late, and I'm out of my mind, the time has come to look inside, critically, and at the same time to escape inside, physically, emotionally, spritually... I need to stop being so friggin' self-centered. 27 november 1999: : on hiatus til december 27 november 1998: : didn't write 27 november 1997: turdsday : I briefly talked to Lomyl and she felt bad about me having to spend Thanksgiving by myself, which made me feel worse, because she really can't afford to waste time feeling bad for me. [ swim back | email me | swim ahead ] |
